Control Freak
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Control Freak
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Narrated by:
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John Solo
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By:
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DJ Jamison
Summary
I'm the bossy brother . . .
Controlling the world around me is the only way I feel safe. Childhood abuse has left me scarred inside and out. But control makes me feel strong.
Unfortunately, I can't control everything I want—including my body's panic response to touch. It's hard to share affection with my brothers, much less anyone else. I've all but given up on a romantic relationship.
My only intimacy is with a camboy who can give me what I need without triggering my trauma. Shiloh is beautiful, warm, and sensitive. We're not just camboy and client; we're friends. It's not everything I crave, but it's more than I've ever had.
Then I find out he's in trouble—and I can't stand by and watch him get hurt. I bring him home, pushing my boundaries to protect him. But once he's in my safe space, so close and inviting, my temptation wars with preservation.
Can I overcome my touch-aversion for a chance at real love—or will I just hurt us both?
Contains mature themes.
©2025 DJ Jamison