The Signs I Was Trans Before I Knew It (And Why I Couldn’t Say It) cover art

The Signs I Was Trans Before I Knew It (And Why I Couldn’t Say It)

The Signs I Was Trans Before I Knew It (And Why I Couldn’t Say It)

Listen for free

View show details

About this listen

What does it actually feel like to know you’re trans… before you have the language for it?

In this episode, I break down the early phase of being trans that most people struggle to explain, the time before coming out, before labels, where something feels off but you can’t articulate why.

I talk through real experiences, including:

  • early signs of gender dysphoria most people miss
  • why so many trans people overcompensate or “perform” gender
  • what boymoding feels like in everyday life
  • dissociation, brain fog, and the mental load of hiding
  • how HRT changed my clarity and sense of self
  • why coming out isn’t becoming someone new, it’s uncovering who you’ve always been

This isn’t theory. It’s what it actually feels like from the inside.

If you’re questioning your gender, or trying to understand someone who is, this episode gives you a grounded, real-world perspective.

No reviews yet